Just over a month ago my nerves were shot. They still are. I hate it. I absolutely, positively hate it. But, I’m just going to keep on keeping on & move forward with my life.
I have to.
My children need me to.
My husband needs me to.
I need me to.
I’m the eternal pessimist. The glass is always {and I mean always} half empty. There is no bright side. There is no silver lining. These evil ways need to change.
I don’t like uncertainty. I can’t stand it when there are no answers. I despise surprises. But, the reality of it all is THAT’S LIFE. All I can do is be brave & let go. If not, I’m going to be a freakin’ ulcer with legs.
I don’t know what is going to happen. I have a feeling I know why things are happening. Do I know when or how things will happen? No, not really. But, what I do know is this…in order for me to shed that pessimistic side of me, I need to re-evaluate the people in my life & why they are in my life. I hate to say it, but cleansing my soul of those who eat away at me is probably going to be the best thing I can do for myself {and my family} right now.
Wish me luck.





















